Friday, March 10, 2017

Emotion Log: 01

A week ago,I just received a news that only 5 employees  (out of more than 30) will be promoted from SA1 to SA2.


Anger.
 I envied them and then I felt angry to those people behind in the selection process. I should be happy because some of my friends were included on the list. I take a deep breath and try to erase. And just say to myself the I will get a shot someday or maybe this year.

Sorrow.
Felt that I did not really deserved to be promoted. And thought that maybe that's the reason they were more qualified than myself.

Pride.
Said to myself that I will not aspire to be promoted anymore. I don't want that position. I don't want more responsibility. I can earn more if I just focused in trading. Maybe I am saying those things just to feed my pride.

I wanted to quit my job. I wanted to be appreciated more. I want to earn more.
But first I need to learn more. And be consistent in my trading.

Entered to stasis.
Result: Just work hard for the purpose of serving the country and myself. Time will come that I will also be promoted. Just do your best.


So even in real life or in trading. Always remember this.

“Don’t make any decisions when you’re emotional.”

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